If we're perfectly honest here, and I always try to be in my writing, if no where else, then I actually don't mind being in the hospital. Most of the time, I rather like it because I'm surrounded by people who are in tune to my needs and to my illness. Being in the hospital means I can just focus on treating my illness, and nothing else.
There are parts of it, yes, that aren't great, but over all, it's a welcoming, supportive environment, something that I don't get on the outside. People understand me there in ways of which few people understand me in daily life otherwise. Being that I find the hospital to be an uplifting and positive experience over all (some people do care about me in the hospital), I question myself vigorously over and over again about when is the right time to go to the hospital (it's not meant to be a vacation), and when is it the right time to leave the hospital (it's not meant to be a long term care facility). I don't want to go to the hospital too early, and I don't want to leave too late just because I feel connect to the staff, for instance.
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