"It
seems that Mr. [The English instructor] is the first passion you've felt since Morpheus, so no
wonder he's important to you. He has helped bring you back to life."
--Harry in today's email
In a lot of ways, I feel very grateful for that because for a long time, years, I never felt anything for any man at all--at least in the way of sexual and intellectual attraction (and how often do you find both in the same person?). After a while, I figured I was gone and cold forever, trapped in this wounded body that ached for resolution of the previous relationship--obsessed relentlessly without exception.
I'm still that person--constantly thinking and dredging up any memories at all of Morpheus, but I found someone who gives me hope that--alas--I'm not dead after all.
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