Sometimes I think that if we had gotten married, then I would have finally proved to myself that I was someone special, and someone worthy of love. Like he could give me what I could never give myself.
That's stupid logic, by the way, but it still exists in my stupid, little brain. Matter of fact, I wanted to call myself "stupid" in the last email I sent him, but erased it and added "naive."
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